... to the few nice persons who wished me good luck for the job...... Even if it's pointless...... I am pointless...... And an ugly girl who just hurted the most important person in her life...... Yeah, emo journal...
... to my brother, who just stay deeply nice with me, even if I am the most horrible sister of the world.
... to the many persons who don't care at all about me, just being interested by watches/favs/requests/ATS, etc... They will recognize themselves.
... to the hypocritical "friends" who go from a friend to an other, saying "Oh my, I love this in you/this character/this couple/etc etc etc..." , but then suddenly going to say the same thing to an other person, not caring anymore about you. They will recognize themselves.
...... to my parents, especially my dear mother, who just want me to stay the nice little obedient puppy who will do whatever they want, even if I have to exchange my gladness against that.
... to my lovelies, here for me, even if I don't deserve, even if I hurt them, even if I can't live near them, even if I fear to loose them after that.
... to the Life... crual with the persons who don't deserve it...
... to the world... who is too blind to see some truths...
...... That's all...... It's too long to explain, too difficult...... I'm just completely destroyed...... Lifeless...... Oh, but who cares...? Except some "Don't worry, I'm here for you
... Cause nothing, nobody can help the poor girl I am...








Don't tell yourself that your pointless nor useless, cause you ARE someone, you are usefull in life.
Don't let anyone get you down, not even yourself sweetheart..
A lot of people are here for you, and we really are!
A lot of these people are here for you if you need to talk inclueding me.
But it's up to you if you come to us, we can't make you talk..
Please don't lock yourself away from us, our hearts stand open for you.
And I see that this goes for
Love you
Hope you feel better too.
Don't put your self done hun, hope you feel better.
be postive hun, life will be betttt er, i promise u